I’m still here

A million apologies to all my ardent readers who regularly check back for updates which I haven’t been doing so since my last entry post on V day.

Several things happened recently, but actually it’s only 1 issue that caused much adversity in my current life.

Just 1 fking issue that brought my whole world crashing down.

I shall not divulge anything but just know that I am dying inside and am at the lowest point of my life, other than death.

Nevertheless, I am still here.

Just that I have nothing happy to blog about.

But will do so soon, I hope.

Godsend.

Warmth you had filled my life with

is now long gone way before we knew it

A straight path we have tried to writhe

Memories buried down the pit.

 

Why? You would often ask me

Furthering heights of disappointment

An escapist wanting to flee

A constant spiral silly movement

 

Perhaps it was all that denials

Heartlessly wrenched our hearts

and painfully burst our bubbles

Could this just be the very start?

 

The beginning of the very end

Dreadful days of darkness not to spend

Not a single moment we can still pretend

Perhaps this could only be godsend.

-Jean

Benevolence.

Shed its leaves it has no heart

But feelings it has

Left unwarranted

Granted it was taken for

Nonetheless

Grants it wished everyone

Constant giving

Unjustified kindness

Benevolence

of constant cadence

Who would remember it when it’s gone?

Buried would only be the memories, and only perhaps.

Yet they are still yearning for more.

-Jean

Life is short…

The reason behind the title is due to a recent event that occurred to my dear friend lately.

She has been hospitalised for 2 weeks and counting now, and recently had to undergo a life-threatening emergency operation, which the success rate was extremely low. It was all too sudden as she was actually recovering the day before she had to undergo the emergency operation.

It was just all too sudden and it breaks our hearts to see her in this state.

We are all rooting and praying for her to get well….

All I want to say is that life is indeed really short. We might have experiences with death of loved ones, critical health conditions of others or ourselves, accidents etc or we chanced upon some touching moment/stories that pushes us to reflect on our lives. But the thing is, after awhile, we revert back to our old selves. Taking things for granted, chasing time and trying all means and ways to achieve our own goals… And then we slowly tend to forget whatever touched our hearts. It is only a handful of us who will allow such drastic events to change our lives. Until another extremity, we continue to lead life the way it was.

Anything and everything is easier said than done. Yes and nobody is perfect.

But why not try taking a step back from your current position that offers only a myopic view and look at the bigger painting of life instead?

Picture

Credits : http://www.Dreamthisday.com
Create the difference. Make a difference. Live the difference. 🙂

Life is short…

The reason behind the title is due to a recent event that occurred to my dear friend lately.

She has been hospitalised for 2 weeks and counting now, and recently had to undergo a life-threatening emergency operation, which the success rate was extremely low. It was all too sudden as she was actually recovering the day before she had to undergo the emergency operation.

It was just all too sudden and it breaks our hearts to see her in this state.

We are all rooting and praying for her to get well….

All I want to say is that life is indeed really short. We might have experiences with death of loved ones, critical health conditions of others or ourselves, accidents etc or we chanced upon some touching moment/stories that pushes us to reflect on our lives. But the thing is, after awhile, we revert back to our old selves. Taking things for granted, chasing time and trying all means and ways to achieve our own goals… And then we slowly tend to forget whatever touched our hearts. It is only a handful of us who will allow such drastic events to change our lives. Until another extremity, we continue to lead life the way it was.

Anything and everything is easier said than done. Yes and nobody is perfect.

But why not try taking a step back from your current position that offers only a myopic view and look at the bigger painting of life instead?

Picture

Credits : http://www.Dreamthisday.com
Create the difference. Make a difference. Live the difference. 🙂