A million apologies to all my ardent readers who regularly check back for updates which I haven’t been doing so since my last entry post on V day.
Several things happened recently, but actually it’s only 1 issue that caused much adversity in my current life.
Just 1 fking issue that brought my whole world crashing down.
I shall not divulge anything but just know that I am dying inside and am at the lowest point of my life, other than death.
Nevertheless, I am still here.
Just that I have nothing
happy to blog about.
But will do so soon, I hope.
Warmth you had filled my life with
is now long gone way before we knew it
A straight path we have tried to writhe
Memories buried down the pit.
Why? You would often ask me
Furthering heights of disappointment
An escapist wanting to flee
A constant spiral silly movement
Perhaps it was all that denials
Heartlessly wrenched our hearts
and painfully burst our bubbles
Could this just be the very start?
The beginning of the very end
Dreadful days of darkness not to spend
Not a single moment we can still pretend
Perhaps this could only be godsend.
Shed its leaves it has no heart
But feelings it has
Granted it was taken for
Grants it wished everyone
of constant cadence
Who would remember it when it’s gone?
Buried would only be the memories, and only perhaps.
Yet they are still yearning for more.